I get plenty of exercise – jumping to conclusions, pushing my luck and dodging deadlines.

Yday I saw J, aft so long. We probably havent seen each other for 2 mths alr. Time flies. Wkend aft wkend, its amazing how quickly time passes and whtever has happened in btwn. Its a weird feeling, really. I’m convinced tht I dnt like him anymore, but talking to and seeing him still makes me feel somewhat glad; not in the ‘yayyyy!-I’m-so-freaking-happy-I-cnt-slp-tnight’ kind of happy feeling anymore. We havent had a proper conversation since..forever. and last night’s convo ovr the phone was just informative. Hes mostly the reason why I’m not joining Z’s cg and I requested for E to help find a cg in the west, one in which I dntknw anyone, sort of to start afresh, no strings-attached.

Thank you for the butterflies, the heartache and convincing me that this is who you really are.